will I ever be yours

.Tuesday, September 09, 2008 Y

the past 3 weeks in ward 42 has been rewarding...
i've managed to learn alot of things from there...
i didnt expect to be friends with a few staff there... nice experience...
also i took cases that means i was incharge of 3 patients and this happened last fri and i didint even have time to go for break the whole shift...
now i know what is it like being a nurse...
its also happy to see that the patients u cared for are discharged. that shows that we are doing our job well.. it's so rewarding...
many things happened during these past 2 weeks or so...
its hard to describe, but not all happened in the ward or hospital but outiside of it as well...
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why does one always need to get someone's approval before doing something?
why is it that the world is unfair?
why do we have to work?
what will happen if one do not have an outlet to let out their frustrations?

there are so many questions in the world but still left unanswered? i need answers to my questions!
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i'm feeling frustrated by what is going on around me... there seems to be much that afects me nowadays... i'm getting weary of what i tell others as i think that it will come back and back stabbed me... i know it...
i don't know why i'm feeling this way..
is there no true friends out there that will be there and not backstab u? i bet its kinda difficult as each one of us have their own life. but is it so difficult? or is it impossible?
i wonder
i've been in deep thoughts recently....

waiting for you right here
9/09/2008 09:51:00 PM