will I ever be yours

.Wednesday, July 26, 2006 Y

i'm utterly disapointed with myself.... i studied my psychology and sociology harder than the common test one, but the lecturer said that mine was the same as the common test results...haiz... i'm so absent-minded.... actually wrote the right answer but then when i checked it again, i changed the answer to the wrong one...how can that happen to me... haiz...
someone out there please help me with this absent mind of mine... i need someone to make sure i study and also not to forget things so easily....
on the bright side, i managed to pass FON after considering the common test results and the reflective journal, i passed... although it is not a good pass but i'm happy at least my efforts and the loss of sleep to complete the journal have not gone to waste.... also at least the projects carry a high percentage of the exam marks and i managed to pull it off.... just that we need to be more organised thats all.. for the CNP presentation and role play, we were messy as there was more than one narrator and one person can play different roles, thus it became quite confusing for the audience...haha... just half an hour before the presentation my heart was beating as if it was going to jump out of my body anytime... my classmates did not believe me that i was SO nervous and i made them feel my pulse and they said "wa, you never so nervous before leh, i always thought that u not afraid of presentation before" haha, so lame pls, who's not afraid of presentation especially sine it carries 40% of the final year marks... so huge percentage....argh....

waiting for you right here
7/26/2006 11:17:00 PM